Find Mr. Right or Ms. Right
© Al Turtle 2007
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“I am single and am looking for a partner. I know I have defects. How do I attract the right partner, one I can work with? How do I go about it?”
This is a great question! I am aware that most of what I know about relationships, and about making them work, has to do with looking back on relationships that are already formed. This is because most people I see are in the Power Struggle and trying to avoid divorce. From their points of view, the things that "attract" people to each other seem a distant memory and pretty unimportant. However, I do have thoughts about how to go about finding Mr. Right or Ms. Right.
Right Partner, Right Skills
What makes for a wonderful relationship has mostly to do with a) selecting the right partner and b) using the right skills to evolve the relationship to the point of reliable joy – Vintage Love. That first step, selecting the right partner, seems to be done almost completely by each person’s unconscious mind. This activity, and its logic, is for the most part out of our sight, in the “Unknown Layer” of the “Iceberg.” The Imago is the name Harville Hendrix (Getting the Love You Want) used for "that durable image of the ‘right partner,’ formed in early childhood, primarily before age 7 or so, which is used in partner selection.” For me, this is the durable picture of a person that feels "deeply familiar" to the survival part of our brains – our Lizards.
Because this involves the unconscious, finding the right partner, like finding the right career, seems to be one of those things measured by your "unconsciously driven," emotional or feeling reaction. In partner selection, we commonly call this "falling in love," or the Romantic Phase, and it is accompanied by lots of PEA and other such delicious chemicals in our bodies and brains. Put more simply, if you fall in love, and it lasts for more than a month, let us say 48 hours of together-time, you are probably with an Imago matching person. You are probably with one of the people close enough for your needs in order to work toward creating Vintage Love.
However, finding a Right person does not seem to be amenable to manipulation – makeup, phony masks, etc. People’s unconscious seems to be able to look right through that "marketing behavior!" I personally believe there are thousands of factors involved in the selection of an Imago match. Part of the complexity comes from the notion that the most important factors are negative ones or more accurately, negative factors that are currently masked. I have become used to the idea that if I list the factors in a person’s Imago, most of those factors, and particularly most of the “important” ones, will be unpleasant factors. Our unconscious mind not only doesn't mind this stuff, it focuses on it. While our conscious mind strenuously avoids it.
Examples:
- Avoiders are interested in people who will “respect their needs for space.” However they will be more attracted to Clingers who are temporarily acting like “space-giving people, than to genuine “space-giving people.”
- Or gullible people will fall for a person who pretends, who is disingenuous, while at the same time hating people who pretend, like the people they were raised by. They may fall for a phony who is pretending to be honest.
This does not seem to me to be “fooling the Lizard,” but an example of the Lizard being on track, doing exactly what it is designed to do.
The Power Struggle, which will always appear eventually in the form of distress or fighting, is a sign that you both need to learn some new skills and do some different behaviors. I think the kind of distress usually points directly at the skills you need to learn in order to address those “negative factors”. I hope that if you learn some of those skills earlier, it will make moving beyond the Power Struggle easier and quicker.
Three selection criteria seem similar in all couples:
- equal native IQ,
- equal levels of dysfunction in childhood,
- equal desire for Vintage Love.
I am used to seeing in my practice these baseline conditions, even in couples where these conditions don’t seem to appear – at first.
So, whatcha gonna do? Paint your eyelashes blue? Pump up the muscle? Seems so silly!
Here is my suggestion:
My best guess about how to go about locating Mr. Right or Ms. Right or your “soul mate” is to make yourself available to the selection process built into your own psyche, and to that of others. Plan on "checking out" about 100 people who are all reasonable Imago candidates. (By the way, you can play a lot while doing this. I think being playful is a wonderful skill, that is natural in childhood, and not to be forgotten in adulthood.)
Think of where the kinds of people, you want to be with, are. Right now, where are they? Where do they gather? Where do they hang out? If you do not like the bar scene, stay way. If you like the outdoors, where are outdoor lovers. If you like the temperament of religious people, consider going there. If you love science, where are those who love science. If you love watching TV, notice what you really like on TV, and think of where people who like the same things will be when they leave their TVs and go out. It is true you only need one person, but you have to get involved with the selection process in order to pick and be picked by that one.
Now, build a cheap and repeatable selection scheme. What I mean is that I think you need about 4 hours in the presence of a person to let your selection process kick off. Sure, the romantic “look across the room” does happen, but is followed up with a 4 hour or so time needed together. Most looks across the room do not survive the 4-hour test. So I believe you need to set up a simple, repeatable testing process at least 4 hours long.
During those four hours of your selection scheme, be with each other, alone. Do not go to a movie, play, opera, as that will distract you from each other too much. Walk in a park, by the bay, in the forest, on the beach, by the lake, have a nice coffee visit, go to a training seminar, etc. Make it seem very safe to your guest. It is probably a good thing to be alone, where others can see you from a distance. Experience each other and see whether both want to go further with time together. My rule is “Have enough distractions to make things easy, but not too many.”
I suggest you use the same scheme on each possible Imago candidate. ‘Tis cheaper and simpler. Remember, things have to “click” with both people for things to go much further. Your partner may be your Imago match, while you are not theirs. Live with it! I suggest you do not spend months with one person, if magic is not happening. Move on to the next Imago candidate.
This seems a tragic mistake with young people, spending months and years with someone for whom they did not feel any spark at all, and thus not going out and looking. Oh, and it is important to separate those we have had no spark with, from those who we are now in the power struggle with.
Kind of perversely, I believe a Power Struggle partner, was/is an Imago Match, and should be treated as a “keeper.” I suggest you divorce or split from “the relationship” you are having with this person. Leave that “relationship” behind by converting that Power Struggle into the University of Life and building a new relationship, Vintage Love, with them.
Remember, with the right person, magic (PEA) will emerge, followed by a "nice period of time" (days, weeks, months), followed by the Power Struggle. The fighting time is when you need to start working and learning all those things and skills that you have not learned yet to be able to stay with that partner.
I took all my Imago candidates to a wildlife refuge for a walk in the wild. It cost me drive time, which was a good connection time. It cost me arranging food for lunch, which was a good connecting activity. It cost me time. That was it. I kept at it through almost 16 women. The last is my wife, and she brought little bottles of Lancers wine with her in her purse to lunch! She was/is a “keeper.”
Here is one last suggestion, and it may seem crazy. There are many Imago candidates out there. Let us play some numbers. If you hate the bar scene, I think one out of every 10,000 people in bars may be a match for you. If you like religious thoughts, then I think one out of 200 people in the single's group at your church may be a match. If you like museums, I think one out of 150 people, of more or less your age, who are walking through a museum with you may be a match. If you are a caretaker, I think one out of 200 people of your age in volunteer organizations may be your match. I think, maybe one out of every 500 people your age and relative social group may be an Imago match. Looking at all I know, I think there are many Imago matches out there for everyone. You just have to find one and get to work. (People asked me, where did I get those numbers? I made them up. I learned the skill of guessing from a wild red-haired physics teacher. The numbers seem about right to me.)
Finding a right one (yes, I said “A right one”) may seem like trying to find a needle in a haystack. However, there is a place that you may not have thought to look. And this might seem “nuts.” The last Imago match, the last person you fell in love with, and whom you broke up with in a power struggle, is probably a perfectly good Imago candidate – no matter how silly you both acted when you split. All your past lovers, of any depth, are possible matches. You could have dropped them while in a Power Struggle with them, because you did not know how to convert that distressing situation into the University of Life. You might be better able to make that conversion now. Check them out! Heck, right now they might be rejecting their current Power Struggle partner! I told you this might seem crazy! I have met lots of people who are splitting from a current partner to go back and date their childhood sweetheart. (Of course if you are currently married, how about transforming that power struggle with your current partner into Vintage Love? It’s quicker!)
I say, go for it!
Al,
I've been seeing a woman for a couple of months now. She's nice, attractive, and I enjoy my time with her. Unfortunately, for me that's it. I don't find myself thinking about her when she's not around, or wondering when I can see her again. In fact, it almost seems like a chore to see her, even though I enjoy myself when we're together. We've certainly passed the 4 hour test. My reading of the situation is that she's much more into me than I am into her. My gut feeling is that she's not the one for me (or “A” one for me) and its also my 1st lengthy relationship since my divorce, so I'm really out of practice.
There are other women in my life to whom I'm more attracted and with whom I really click. They are also more challenging, and yet that appeals to me. An “easy” relationship bores me quickly. And I guess that's the problem with the current one. I just am not getting that challenge that really gets my juices flowing. At this point, is it generally better to cut my losses and figure I've given it enough time, or is 2 months just not long enough to really know? Like I said, I'm way out of practice with this. Thanks in advance.
Good letter and what a painful problem. Let me look at it a bit.
I think of relationship as a place in space where the magical/romantic/idealistic meets the practical/concrete/visible actions. The trick is to keep one’s eyes on the magical while finding and learning ((practice until automatic) basic skills. When I am having trouble, I immediately try to identify the specific things I may be doing and can thus change. This tends to keep me hopeful – a nice thing.
I do think that the skills you need will eventually have to be practices and honed in a relationship, but we are in relationships all the time and can learn a lot before we plunge or between plunges. (Though I do think people can learn most from quality reflections on what goes wrong in the plunges.)
So let me look at what you’ve written. You say, “Women I really like, I scare away the fastest.” This is not some abstract lesson or idea. This is real and specific. What do you do? You need to find out. I don’t think the issue is that they are scared so much as that you do things that trigger their fear. Don’t look so much at them, but at what you are doing. Perhaps ask them, or our friends. Get specifics. Theories are a start, but it is the actual behavior that counts and probably needs changing. When you find something, actually you will probably find lots of somethings, first a) forgive yourself, b) identify who taught that behavior to you, c) identify and start practicing some new skills.
Frustrated and discouraged? Well, that’s normal. Feeling stuck or trapped will do that. To me it is just a sign of “time to get my ass in gear.” The more frustrated or discouraged I am, the more stubborn my tendency to blame others for my responsibilities seems to be. The combination of passivity (“I can’t do anything”) and lack of good skills are a wonderful source of depression. So just start learning!
I hear you think you know what type of woman you want, but also think of wanting to meet the kind of woman who sees you as the type of guy they want. Relationships are a wonderful opportunity to develop empathy skills.
Ah, that old “my anxiety must be palpable” thingy. Yep. Goal in life it to relax and keep relaxed as a regular way of being. People connect with others, and deep inside their lizards are asking, “Can I relax with this person? Will I be safe?” If you are wildly tense, maybe you send their lizard a really wrong message. So here is a suggestion. Continue to live your life, date or not, as dates appear, but “plan” to live well alone. Make your living alone as comfortable as possible, so that a partner, should you find them, will join you in and only improve a “good thing.” Be ready for them to appear, but not frantic.
Good luck.
Al
Al, I am so excited and relieved to have found your site! Your ideas make so much sense to me and help me understand myself and my relationships better. I really feel like I lack some basic skills though, and I'm interested in finding help…
In your Map of Relationship, you say that learning the skills of the Biological Dream can really only be learned in a relationship. I am a very sociable guy in my early 30s with lots of great friends and would really love to be in a relationship, but it seems like the women I really like, I scare away the fastest. When I think back on the women I have dated, all of them were people I was initially not attracted to, and either I liked them or they liked me well enough to give things a try. There are some women I've met and been really interested in, but don't even seem to get a crack at getting to the four-hour test. From what I've read here, it sounds to me like I am probably making them feel unsafe so early in the game, that the game never even really starts.
I feel like I have learned quite a lot about myself and I have a very clear picture of what type of woman I'm looking for. I am so frustrated, discouraged, and sad that I haven't been very successful with the women I've really liked from the get-go. I am now so scared of doing anything about anyone for fear I will scare them away before we ever really get to know each other. When I do act, my anxiety must be palpable and does not bring out the best in me. I would really like help on learning how to connect with women without scaring them away. I feel like I have only found the extremes here, and I want to get to a confident middleground so I can get to an actual relationship. I'm so discouraged and tired of finding someone really interesting and not being able to get anywhere…
Thanks!
Dear Anonymous,
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and decisions and especially your reasons for those decisions. I think one of the most difficult decisions is “When to Hold 'Em and When to Fold 'Em.” (A friend from Texas was gonna write a book on this topic.)
Obviously I support your decision to move on. As I often say, “my decision will be 'wrong' according to someone the minute I announce it,” and “a good decision is one that you look back on from some time in the future and say, 'Hmmm. that was a good decision.'” And finally, “either it will work out or you will learn something from it. Either way you win!” These little phrases help keep me balanced.
I encourage you to look further in my website and to deeply look at the Map of Relationships. Sounds as if this may contain some useful information for you in your journey.
After seeing 2400 marriages I am used to the idea that “good well-matched couples” go through periods of unhappiness and move beyond those periods by learning new skills. Thus I don't think of “unhappiness” as a reason to quit, but a reason to learn.
Also I am used to the idea that people always marry/match-up-with someone who at some time seems “not their type.”
Keeping quietbecause you don't want to hurt someone always seems foolish in the long run – even though most of us are trained that way. See my paper on how much to tell.
I like your sentence, “What I am experiencing in the relationship now is most likely what I am going to experience in the next 10 to 20 years.” I think this would be true if neither of you ever learned anything new. Successful relationships are all about learning and changing the way things are now. The core relationship fear is of being stuck, and your sentence sounds like that fear. I think that is all in your hands. You might want to read my paradoxical paper on It takes one to make a marriage, and two to make a divorce.
Anyway, thanks for sharing and letting others see your thinking and learning. Keep in touch.
Hi Anonymous 🙂
Sorry for the late reply. I do not want to just simply reply without really thinking out the answer.
I did not take her back. The reason is because deep down I know eventhough I loved her, I was not happy when I was with her. The reason is because she was not really my type. It is pointless having a relationship with someone you are not happy with just because she has all the good qualities of a girlfriend.
The reason I asked the question initially was because I was acting out of fear. By that I mean, when I was in the relationship, I knew I was not happy. But initially I did not dare to break it off because firstly, I did not dare to hurt her as she was very nice to me. Secondly, I was afraid that I could not find someone as nice and as loving as her. So, initially, I persisted in the relationship. But as day went by, it got harder and harder.
In the end I realised, eventhough I will hurt her by leaving her, I will hurt her even more if I stay on the relationship. I also think staying in the relationship with the hope that it will get better is a futile exercise. What I am experiencing in the relationship now is most likely what I am going to experience in the next 10 to 20 years. If I am not happy in the first 6 months, chances are I won't be happy either in the future.
So I guess I asked myself the following questions:
1. Was I happy when I am with her? I was, but not as happy as I would like to be (I could say this because I was much happier when I was with my previous ex)
2. I am thinking of going after her back. Is this because of my missing her or my fear of not finding someone else as nice as her? It was more of the later one.
So, the answer was quite clear to me, although sometimes I had my doubts but I just had to reaffirm myself.
You might also want to read the following links. These two links were also helpful for me back then:
http://www.barbaradeangelis.com/advice_commitment.asp#1
http://www.barbaradeangelis.com/advice_BU_SO.asp#3
However, there was only one thing that I regret. I wish I did not break up in a rush. I should have asked for a time off to really think things through before reaching for a decision. It is difficult to make a decision when you are so close to the problem.
Best of luck for your future. Hope this helps.